Monday, October 29, 2007

父亲的状况

爸爸今天傍晚已经从加护病房转到High Dependency Ward,若情况良好,再过2-3天就会转去普通病房。谢谢各位的祷告,上帝的聆听!感谢主!请继续为父亲和我的家人祷告。

真正的挑战将在爸爸出院后开始,得重新整理他的生意和经济问题。……还真是头大!我会担心,担心自己应付不来,但是担心也没有用,只得一个个、一步步去解决。相信上帝会赐我智慧!相信!

哈哈!如果可以的话,我真希望能发一场横财。但是不可能:“不要仗势欺人,也不要因抢夺而骄傲;若财宝加增,不要放在心上。”(诗篇62:10)我现在只能尽我所能,其他的靠神。

好久没有祷告、没有靠神、没有去教会,我想,有整整6-7年了。近2-3年,祂都有在呼唤我回到祂身边,但我都摆在一边,没想到一步比一步强烈。哈哈!果然,我们永远无法理解了解上帝给我们安排的路。我不是个好人,只求上帝怜悯……

Thursday, October 25, 2007

请为我父亲祷告

今天中午,老豆从樟宜医院转进中央医院并立即被推进手术房进行心脏绕道手术。非常高风险:因为他患有其他疾病,手术可能导致中风、肾衰竭,或失血过多。

感谢主!将近六小时的手术成功将爸四条阻塞的血管替换。然而,做完手术后,爸的血压表高,心脏也再度跳动不稳定。为了安全起见,医生把爸送进加护病房观察。爸目前的情况还没有度过危险期,必须再观察两、三天。

明天一早我将同妈去医院看他,希望他到时已经恢复意识……

医生说,尽管这次的手术成功,将来心血管阻塞的情况可能还会复发。爸病情好转后得多多督促他的饮食,也不能让他太操劳。希望爸会乖乖照顾自己。

好多压力
好无助

爸会康复的!因为大家都在为他祷告、因为上帝在聆听、因为上帝会怜悯他、医治他!爸会康复的!

亲爱的朋友们,谢谢你们的祷告!请再接再厉,为我的父亲祈祷。感激万分!

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

老豆入院了(~,~)

凌晨1点-- 刚拍完戏回到家欲去冲凉之际,妈从房间走了出来:“你老豆进Changi Hospital了。” 我一时反应不过来:“吓?!”

老豆近日来频频咳嗽,看了医生、吃了药也没见得好转。今天回家途中,他突然在街上晕了过去。也不知道过了多久又自己醒过来。回到家,冲了凉,吃了晚餐,他决定到医院做检查。医生听他说近来咳嗽不止,甚至有时还会咳到喘就立即替他做了心电扫描……

心脏病。老豆多了心脏病。

……

已经患有糖尿病和高血压的老豆,逃不过这两种疾病的“好朋友”。

幸好明天没有外景,只是预备了回公司看片。明早要和妈到医院看老豆……
幸好老豆不是在驾车的时候晕倒……

老豆不抽烟、不喝酒却无故招来这一套疾病。


朋友,
要及时行乐,
要多关心父母。



后话:游览SHE网站时曾看过艾拉的部落格留言(如下)

發言人:Ella
發言時間:2007-09-18 16:57:02

最近
因為HEBE拍戲
所以空閒的時間很多
有很多時間在家裡
在家的感覺真的很好
更好得是我有家人陪伴我
我不是一個人
幸福
就是這樣每天的圍繞著我
但仔細想想
他們一直都在
不是因為我在家
他們才出現
原來我一直因為工作的忙碌
常常忽略了
你們呢
是不是也常常忽略了
每天都存在身邊的幸福

因為學校課業
因為朋友生活
因為追星活動
因為太多太多的事
而忽略了重要的幸福呢

有些時候靜下心想想
你一切的不平凡
都是來自
這個平凡的家庭
是家造就了現在的你
你怎能忽略了自己的家人呢

天啊
我要去打電話給我媽媽了
還有老爸

你還在幹麻
還不去跟他們說聲

我愛你們
謝謝你們

去 去 去

Sunday, October 21, 2007

喜碧新剧

哇哈哈哈!期待已久的《斗牛 要不要》终于将在台湾上映了!好期待它在新加坡发布的那一天噢!虽然喜碧的演技一向都不如艾拉,但还是要支持支持。希望斗牛这一环也不会让我失望\(^_^)/

后记:斗牛不是指莫斯科的那种拿着红布耍牛儿,这里的斗牛是指篮球的1对1。

Saturday, October 20, 2007

执行导演

2002年7月29日正式踏入新传媒工作,从PA(外景助理)到AP(助导/副导演)到今年的六月升上执行导演。这六年多一路走来,我想我还是幸运的。跟过的导演:明哲、宝莲、佩媚、Paul、文辉、龙敏、来玲、丽婷、碧珠,从他们每个人的身上都学到宝贵的学问。虽然没有机会拍古装或时代剧是一个遗憾,但是我还是幸运的,跟的导演都是好导演,多数都肯教,也没什么脾气。我对戏剧的热忱之所以还在,也是因为跟了好导演……有些导演会有意无意地泯灭你对戏剧的热爱。谢谢你们!(^_^)

拍戏是一门深厚的学问,一门哲学,不简单。之所以它不简单,深藏了许多奥妙,它好玩。戏,本身也不简单。它是人生经历,可静、可动、可生、可硬……我的形容词不能够概括它,因为它包含了太多太多了。不同的人,不同的生活背景,不同的生活经历,不同的人生阶段,对同一件事会有不同的体验,不同的应对方式。就算最简单的喜怒哀乐,也有不同层次的喜怒哀乐。不简单,好玩。别误会,我是在玩,但也是认真的在玩。(^,^)

制作戏剧需要多方面的配合,是群体工作。TEAMWORK很重要,每一位工作人员,每一个岗位都很重要。这不仅限于电视戏剧,舞台剧、电影也是一样的。任何一个人配合得不好,都会影响整个制作。所以,伙伴很重要,能成为朋友的伙伴要珍惜。(^_^)

很多人都问过我,升做导演好玩吗?这个问题的答案怎么能用三言两语回答呢?……Anyway,我现在还只是个执行导演,也许还会被调回去做副导演。当然,我希望能够继续拍戏、导戏。
尽管做了六年的副导演,当导演跟副导演的体验还是非常不同的。很多其他的东西必须重新适应,也有不同的考量。就算你是个再好的副导演,你也未必会是个好导演。我必须承认,做副导演,我多数胜任有余,但现阶段的我当导演,还有许许多多的不足之处,还需要学更多。当然,没有人一生下来就会跑,我明白这个道理,但急性子的我得费心思说服自己要慢慢来。我也会怕,担心拍得不好,担心不好要求重拍会使老板们对我失去信心、怕累剧组浪费经费,但明知道不好却又不重拍会过不了自己这一关。我想做到最好,但也明白以我现在的资历是达不到自己设下的水准,把水准降低又不甘心。唉,我没有压力,却给自己加了许多无形的压力,自寻烦恼。哼!我还真犯贱呢!哈哈!

谢谢关心我的朋友们,我喜欢当导演,正在认真地玩着呢!(^_^) 接踵而来的挑战,我会尽我所能去应对,再接再厉!Come what may! (^o^)


武装自己,让自己坚强
挑战自己,让自己成长
面对自己,取长补短
接受批评,反省进步
未来的自己,将来的高峰!

Reading disorder???

Only great minds can read this This is weird, but interesting! This is a cool thing check it out:

fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it

FORWARD ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT. Post me a message in my Cbox if u can read this. (^_^)

Thursday, October 18, 2007

WAHHHHH~

Haven't been blogging... Busy with work lately. Honestly, I'm not as into this drama as compared to the previous one. Someone said that's because it's not my FIRST drama anymore. Maybe... I think it's bcos of the drama genre... Well, anywayz, shooting is still on going.

Had a sudden urge to go for a haircut today, so I went. At first, it was not as short as wat it had become now. Then, after colouring my hair into gold without bleaching, my hairstylist said the previous red colour was too over-powering for the gold and there was no way to get rid of it without bleaching.

Strange.... I tot the red worn of long ago. Apparently the underlying redness was relentless in staying in my hair. I insist on not bleaching my hair though. So then, my hairstylist said she would trim away the red ends for me as much as possible. By the time I know it, my hair was short. How short? SHORT short! There is still some redness on the fringe but there was no way to cut any shorter. So well, I'll treat it as a highlight. Now I look like a boy... (~_~) It's not that I've never cut this short before, just that it has been quite a while since I see myself this way. I'm even thinking of changing my spects to match the way I look now. See how...

When I took the first look at myself, the finished 'product', the first thought that I had was a reminder of my ex.... similar hairstyle. .......... *sigh* 感情其实很简单,复杂的是人…… 当初若非爱得深,如今可能比较容易忘记吧?I heard a song while browsing the web just now, reminded me again. I sent a friend bck home yesterday nite, drove past a place that we often met in the past... reminded me again. *sigh* 忘记你不如忘记自己~

ANYWAYSSSSS, here are my SHORT short hair pics. Wahaha!





With Spects





Disgusted...... Act cute.......




Without Spects
(I dun even recognise myself)





Cool look..... WAHHHHH~

Friday, October 12, 2007

Birthday Celebrations 2007

4 MEALS,












SOME PRESENTS,

SOME CELEBRATIONS,
PLENTIFUL LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP,



I'M BLESSED (^_^)


THANK YOU! THANK YOU ALL!

Monday, October 08, 2007

Vote

Happy to know that most people usually feel happy! Yeah! (Although just four ppl vote and the 'most' people is two outta four. Haha!) I've added a new vote. (Kekeke) Just scroll down if you wish to vote. I will make it a point to change a new topic for the vote every monthly.

Had a nice birthday, will post it up when all my birthday celebrations are over. Hehe! Looking forward to the steamboat dinner tmr, not so much to the steamboat but more to the gathering with close friends whom I haven't met for quite some time. A pleasant and fun-loving group. (^_^)

Saturday, October 06, 2007

Personality Defect Test (^_<)

Nothing to do so went to do a personality defect test just for the fun of it.
http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=4741219933576750506

Try it and you can share what are you. Here's mine below:

You are 42% Rational, 14% Extroverted, 42% Brutal, and 57% Arrogant.

You are the Starving Artist! Like some sort of emaciated Frenchman, you sit in your fancy little chair and contemplate beauty, meaning, flowers, and all kinds of other ridiculous crap. You are more intuitive than logical, and are primarily guided by your heart and emotions. You are also very introverted and gentle. Of course, this does not mean that you do not have an ego. In fact, you are surprisingly arrogant for someone so emotional and gentle. This is why you are best described as a starving artist. You are very introspective and quite sure of yourself, as any accomplished artist is, yet your views are impractical, guided by feelings, and overly gentle. You probably find math, logic, and similar intellectual pursuits offensive to your artistic sensibilities, and you prefer the open-endedness of artistry because it's infinitely easier to ponder the beauty of a sock than to build rocketships. So really you have no reason to be arrogant, you big doofus, because the skills you value (emotion, spirit, art, etc.) in yourself are valuable only on a subjective level, meaning your arrogance is purely masturbatory, like the insipid self-pleasuring of some twat who spouts artistic nonsense only for the pleasant tinkling sound it makes upon his indiscriminating ears. In short, your personality is defective because you are arrogant, introverted, introspective, gentle, and thoroughly irrational...posessing most of the traits needed to be a starving--and useless--artist. So get out there, write a few short stories that are allegories for the indestructible spirit of socks, and starve!
To put it less negatively:
1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.
2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.
3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.
4. You are more ARROGANT than humble.
Compatibility:
Your exact opposite is the
Capitalist Pig.
Other personalities you would probably get along with are the
Haughty Intellectual, the Televangelist, and the Emo Kid.

Blah Blah Blah

Got things to do, dun wana do
Got things I can do, dun wana do
Nothing to do, anyhow do something
Feels so insignificant, so surreal
A continuition of yesterday
Wasting life away...


Friday, October 05, 2007

今天

今天...哈哈,过了十二点了,那今天就变成了昨天了噢... Anyways,今天我觉得我仿佛在浪费生命:

安排了早上送车去日常的维修,当初因为担心会影响到工作,所以预定了特早的时间-- 08:30am。果然,今天原本10:30am要看以为重要的特约演员来试镜,而后要跟监制谈复剪辑的内容,下午二时要进行复剪辑。原本是这样的。原本……

起个大早如时送车去维修,然后到公司。慢慢吃个早点,再买杯咖啡上办公室。正当我到办公室楼下时,电话响,是我监制。他说:“你不用赶着回来了,看来我必须跟你一起复剪,有些point单凭讲是讲不出的。还有,那个特约我叫人叫她改下午才来了。”挂了电话,我盘算着如何度过漫长的五个小时……

结果,看了这个星期二错过的《才华》(许雅慧还真的演得蛮不错的,用心、入戏)。再看了上个周五的Ghost Whisperer。烂。看电邮。上网。吃饭。聊天。再看上上个周五的Ghost Whisperer。1:52pm。终于要到剪片的时间了!终于不用无所事事。

监制其实早上就身体不适,来到公司还是非常不舒服。最近公司多了很多身体不适的同事,大概是年轻的时候挨坏了吧?到了一定的年纪,身体就出现些毛病……所以说健康是财富,一点也不假!迫不得已,得将复剪辑的时间改为下周二……谈了一些戏的问题(这或许是今天最有收获的事了)。等。会见了那一位特约。搭巴士+走了一段很长的路去取车,维修费$826.26(养车是贵的喽!我好穷啊!)。回家。还真一点都不精彩呢,而且剪片期要拖到下周。对于一向是急惊风,做事斩钉截铁的我来说,还蛮不甘愿的。(~_~)


这星期一和三是我新剧的造型日,我又拿起我的相机“咔嚓”啦!(^_^)

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

New month new MP3s

Heyhey! It's a new month so I thought I should upload some new songs into my MP3. (^_^)
1)不能跟情人说的话- 范范、刘若英 (something very close to heart, the girls' talk at the start is very heart-warming I find)
2) Be Strong- Delta Goodrum (chanced upon this song which I foundvery meaningful)
3) 路太弯- 潘玮柏 (Previously on my blog, still like this song now...)
4) 小宇- 张震岳 (Don't be put off by the vocals, the song itself is nice. Imagine it sung by another singer... =p)

5) 给知己 (Song 5 and below are my songs, some blogged before, 2 not.)
6) 心情平抚后
7) 晴天雨天我会在你身边
8) Simple
9) You
10) 曾经

I recieved this as an email some time ago and found it very meaningful. If you are free, just click on the link to browse through this powerpoint slide. (^_^)

http://odies.googlegroups.com/web/Pieceofcake_1.pps?gda=R8V_80IAAADTqeaXl4MotD8aTYXskueQbxgRqVizpq8Uc-2dOuG7HWG1qiJ7UbTIup-M2XPURDRxySNcrPkz7VHuLaRTML89owzFunWcDGWh1-Nvg0u2EA

Monday, October 01, 2007

Counting down...

Counting down to the date that caused my mom pains and happiness nearing 24 years ago... (^_^) and well, wadya know? It's October already! Soon it will be X'mas.

Browsing thru my photos and found this photo of my buddy and I very cute, so thought of posting it up. (Hey buddy, dun slap me ok? Hehehe!)

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!!