My VIRGIN episode!

The first whole episode of chinese drama TV serials directed by ME! Hehe, it is going to show on 27th November 2007, 天堂鸟 第11集. Do watch it and give me your comments, any comments will do, good, bad, terrible, lousy, average, ok la, blah blah blah, and I will do my best to improve on the various areas I am lacking in. Only one episode in this whole drama so catch it if you are free ok? ONE and ONLY virgin work. "(^,^)7

There is this little verse that I had read this morning and would like to share it with my dear friends:

The more Christ's love within us grows,

The more His graciousness outflows;

And when we face a fiery test,

His love we then will manifest. --Hess

This is so true I feel. His love and grace comes hand in hand to us and for us. When you encounter God's great love, you will experience his grace in so many areas of your life. I did... and will continue to do so!

The doctor says my dad will be discharged as soon as he needs not feed on antibiotics through drip and when his leg wound is clean of inflammation. They took samples of the leg wound for lab tests and are waiting for results. The hospital will send a nurse to the house to dress and clean his wound daily after he is discharged except for Saturdays and Sundays, so pray that I would not have to work on the mornings of Saturdays and Sundays so that I can drive him to the polyclinic after he is discharged.

I think my mother may have caught the flu virus from me. She was blowing her nose quite frequently tonight but she denied that she is sick. ...Haizzz, she is constantly in denial. She still rejects to go to the hospital to visit my dad and I gave up on asking her to go. Then the Holy Spirit made it clear to me: she is in fear. Lots of fear in her heart, fears from the hurts in the past, fears of the present situation and fears of the future uncertainties... Pray for her ok?

There are so many things to ask of the Lord, for my family, for my friends, for my friends' families, for myself.... I wonder how long Father's prayer list is, haha. But Jesus says, "Ask and it will be given to you" so I ask (^_^) I'm so happy to be a found sheep! Lalala!
Dear brothers and sisters, "Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer." (Romans 12:12)

God will make a way!

I'm still sick.... Can't visit my father at the hospital in case I pass the virus to him. I wouldn't want to do anything now that can complicate matters. My father is already in the hosiptal for close to a month now.

God works miracles. He knows that I am worried about my father and would want to find out how he is, accompany him in his ward... I called the hospital yesterday evening to find out his condition. To my surprise, they transferred him out from high dependency single ward to a four-bedded ward on Sunday night and the POINT is: there is a phone to every bed in the four-bedded ward! I can call my father and talk to him! Thank God and praise the Almighty! I wouldn't have to worry about my father being bored and facing four walls by himself as when he was in the high dependency single ward now that he is in the four-bedded ward and what's more, I can call him and chat with him even when I'm sick and cannot go to the hospital to visit him! Hallelujah! (*Note: There is no phone in the high dependency single ward but there is a phone to every bed in the four-bedded ward.) It's amazing isn't it? It sure is! (^_^) God is amazing isn't He? He sure is! (~^.^~)

God is amazing! I went to the bank yesterday to pay my father's bills and make some enquiries. His credit bills alone are actually much more than I can bear, not to mention his business on the rocks. My cash are actually locked in fixed deposit and SAYE, closing which would either make me lose interests or incur a closure fee upon pre-mature withdrawal. I have actually to planned to withdraw my FD anyway since I have no other solutions. However, God gave me a way out which I've got nothing to lose. He unlocked my SAYE cash while still giving me pro-rated interests and without any closure fee when the teller lady proposed me to switch my SAYE account to My Savings Account when I enquired about how My Savings Account works out of curiosity at the counter. Praise the Lord! I really give thanks to Him. This amount allows me to pay off at least two of my father's credit bills by this month's payday. I shall have to scrim and save to pay off other bills in time to come.

I hope and pray that my sharing of God's works in my life will encourage my dear friends and be touched by His amazing grace. For He has showed me that His grace is sufficient for me and though I am still facing a lot of difficulties, He let me trust in Him and not worry about tomorrow.

Matthew 6:25-34
25"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? 26Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? 27Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
28"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. 29Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 30If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? 31So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' 32For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. 33But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. 34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.

Sick ~_~

终于不支病倒了
已经病了第三天了
两天没去医院陪爸爸了
在家休养
要赶快好起来
太多事得处理
身体弱
做起事来事倍功半

烧退了
喉咙发炎也好些了
该死的伤风却还纠缠着
病魔
快离我远去吧

我偷闲整理了一些照片
更新了Garfield's Artworks
(^_^)

爸爸还在医院
被隔离开了
院方担心他迟迟不愈合的脚伤受感染
请继续为他祷告
让他的脚伤能好些
让他能早日出院

我能为他做的始终有限
我尽力了
还会继续努力
但有些事情还得他亲自处理

神啊！
请继续眷顾这个家

Who Am I

Who Am I by Casting Crowns

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours
I am Yours

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

When God's LOVE is so great.....

Two nights ago, I talked to my mother for close to 4 hours after I came back from the hospital. Finally she is willing to talk to me after 3 days of not sharing with me her thoughts, quite an achievement. Haha! I din't do anything la but I guess God makes her talk it all out... Well, not all, but pretty much.

Cried with her for 15minutes when she broke down in tears then I prayed aloud in front of her. She was shaking her head when I prayed but praying managed to calm her down. Then I got her to bathe and I bathed after her.

After my shower, I walked into my room then took out my chinese bible. I prayed for God to speak to me with regards to my mother, even through me to her. Then I randomly flipped to a page but something triggered me to flip to another page which I had bookmarked eons ago. I dun even remember reading that page before. By God's grace, He led me to Revelations chapter 12. As I read through the chapter, I smiled. God is good! He let me see his love for me as well as for my mother, lifted my worries and calmed my heart. He told me clearly that the grudges my mother has will be cleared by angels and Satan will fail. Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! I wanted to share the chapter with my mom that very night at the right chance.

Continued talking to her (actually more of listening) and told her I want to tell her a story from the bible before going to bed. She was quite obstinately rejectful but I read it to her anyway while she was preparing to go to bed. I do not know how much has gotten into her but I pray God will speak to her. By God's grace, I believe that God will minister to my mother in his own way and by Faith, I will believe!

I will wait for God to ring me a bell to pray aloud for my dad and for my brother and for my whole family.
I will readily pray for them when God's time comes!
I will walk by Faith and not by sight!
I will be strengthened!
Abba Father will take care of me like how he remembers every stars' names, counting them one by one! He will too take care of my family!

I post this up to share with my dear friends the miraculous doings of God and his great love. Hope this sharing might bless those who are also undergoing life's torments. Nothing too big is big enough, that God is unable to solve and nothing too small is small enough, for God to care. Do what you can and leave what you cannot to God.


When God's LOVE is so great, you stand in awe!

今天都因为昨天……

今天发生的事情太多
很难一口气诉说

我早上去了崇拜
昨天犯了太多太多的罪
今天天父却始终不舍弃
唱的、道的、读的、祈祷的
都仿佛为了我设定
感谢主！感谢！

我承认了我的软弱
我需要主医治我的家庭
我在天父跟前
无忌惮地哭了
放肆的、忏悔的、受恩典的
泪流

我如此的不配
但祂始终差遣了祂的子女
向我说话
用祂的话语
跟我说话

2 Chronicles 33:12-13
In his (Manasseh) distress he sought the favor of the Lord his God and humbled himself greatly before the God of his fathers. And when he prayed to him, the Lord was moved by his entreaty and listened to his plea; so he brought him back to Jerusalem and to his kingdom. Then Manasseh knew that the Lord is God.

到医院
上了厕所后
看见妈妈在两个表姐和表姐夫的拥护下哭
莫名
进病房
爸爸说医生建议他动第二次手术
因他的心跳还是不规律
我以为
以为妈妈是为此哭
非然
妈妈在嫉妒
嫉妒爸爸的同事跟他太熟络
妈妈心里从前就积累了对爸爸的不满
这次爆发了

担心
担心妈妈的更年期到了
这是导火线
祈求妈妈不要往极端想
不要陷入忧郁症

啊 啊 啊
又多了
又重了
烦恼
担子

主给了我一个方案
祂要我在父母面前
大声地为他们祷告

啊
我有帮他们祷告
但都是在私底下
默默的
但今天

……

赐我勇气！
赐我力量！

好累